| The
Conclave of We
We (we) a nominative plural of I, used to denote oneself and another or
others, it’s further used to denote people in general, to indicate
a particular profession, nationality, political party, etc. There’s
also the royal we used by a sovereign, or by other so-called high officials
and questionable dignitaries, in place of I in so-called formal speech.
There’s an editorial We, used by editors, writers, etc; to avoid
the too personal or specific I or to represent a collective viewpoint.
There’s the We as you familiarly used with mild condescension or
sarcasm as in addressing a child, patient, etc. This We is also used as
a predicate following a copulative verb: it is we who will kill your ass!
Lastly it’s used in apposition with a noun, especially for emphasis:
We Americans are truly fucked up!
The We I will speak of is nominative or indicative of me and many other
pure hearted scrutinizing mutha fuckas that walk this entertaining earth.
It will not denote the sick zombies we know as people in general, though
it will include the eccentric speaker and writer of this literary mind
fuck previously mentioned as myself. The We will be used in it’s
royal sense for are We not the kings and queens in our own polluted minds,
a counteract by the subconscious for being bombarded with superficial
praises by the agents of the mega-corporations known as advertisers sweetly
telling us we’re deities in the flesh for purchasing their products
while the chi-town cold actions of the agents of the mega-corporations
known as the bankers and politicians constantly let us know that in reality
WE AINT SHIT! We will be used in its editorial sense; since this lettered
torch will represent the collective viewpoint of the acidic lifers of
my ilk. We will not be used in a sarcastic manner as in addressing a child
for I will be talking primarily to the adults of adults. To hell with
the dumbed down zombies who need a captain kangaroo lecture to make their
over the counter drug infested emotions feel good. That’s the Job
of motivational speakers, preachers and any other type of opportunistic
pimp of the modern age. We will be used strongly as a predicate following
a copulative verb and an apposition with a noun. Every We that leaves
my thoughts to swim in the pool of letters that soaks this paper will
wet the thirsty minds of my kind. WELCOME.
Who are We?
We are the thousands of natural thinkers roaming this savage yet amazing
planet who refuse to not think.
Due to the fact that technology and global control is killing peoples
will to think, thinking is our burden. Thinking in a room full of humans
who have chosen to switch their heads to auto- pilot is very lonely and
frustrating to those that think. We must constantly fight the loneliness
of thought and the frustration of trying to socialize with inhumans who
have volunteered to be animals. We are the ones who have no tolerance
for illusions of any sort; and this also is a burden. Zero illusion tolerance
places us in the boon docks of the fake reality and into the town square
of the real reality.
Living in the town square of real reality amongst millions of illusion
lovers dwelling in the city of fake reality automatically gets us free
room and board in the Looney bin away from all realities. So we fight
to keep our real realness by cloaking it in fake realness so we can have
a peaceful existence amongst the illusion lovers while gradually developing
a healthy but dangerous hate for these illusion lovers.
Some of the We don’t even know they are part of the We due to their
traditional upbringing in society. They question everything in existence
while peacefully going along in their safe existence with illusions although
loving the enlighten moments when they get to talk to a bona fide We,
who don’t give a damn about nothing but their natural sanity. I
am of the latter, The We’s who can see We’s because We don’t
have the earthly time to bull shit our short existence on this barbarous
planet. We are every where but nowhere, and will continue to grow in ranks
while vanishing in the collective mind of the illusion lovers. The coming
world will not be suitable for our survival. We must and will leave; some
physically but all mentally and spiritually. A quiet exodus is taking
place around the globe as I write. I see it, feel it, and must be apart
of it. Our future is dark but the worlds’ future is darker so we
embrace the exodus with sadistic joy for the unknown.
Lack of illusions and the sheer pain of reality make us very very brave.
Life from the eyes of We
As I said in the previous paragraph, the life of the We is a burden because
We think in, and about this thing called life. Many people bullshit themselves
about life while many more like the neighborhood drunk stumbling home
after a hard day of drinking, try their drug induced best to ignore it.
To the We, this is weakness. Understandable weakness (for life is a muthafucka)
yet still a weakness. Life plain and simple is pure unadulterated craziness.
It has no friends, no morals and no particular rules of engagement in
regards to living. In the boxing ring of existence life is undefeated.
No one leaves this realm without getting their ass knocked the fuck out
more than a few times. In some other dimension, on another planet, deep
in the heart of a calm universe; there are peaceful realms akin to the
life we know; but on our plane, here on this plateau we should call GOT
DAMN IT! which we seriously misnamed earth, you better buckle up your
mind and cool down your soul while laughing like hyenas hunting for demons
in hell, for it’s not a joke.
People like to brainwash themselves by saying this realm is a balanced
duality; but We know it’s really not an equilibrium of forces. This
sphere isn’t 50 percent peace and 50 percent war. It’s more
like 20 percent peace and 80 percent war; with the former thinning each
passing year. Life is evolving and war is its next stage. The We accepts
this inevitability with a blasé smile. War is war whether physical,
mental, or spiritual. A battle is a battle and We have cultivated our
selves to love the essence of battle. Survivors survive in life by becoming
the nature of the environment they inhabit. This becoming doesn’t
mean that they act like their environment. A superior killer in war doesn’t
have to kill every moment they’re on the battlefield but they understand
the essence of killing and will kill when necessary. We know there’s
no place for weakness in this brutal life so We shun it to the utmost.
Weakness should be strengthening over time or life will turn it into an
exploitable handicap. Exploited by who you say? This question will be
answered in following paragraphs; for now just try to understand this
life you have entered. A place of loud ugliness and quiet beauty, beloved
evil and hated good, a locality of complicated confusion and simple understanding.
An insane lieu filled to the rim with the weak that pretend to be strong.
A domain where the strong silently look at the weak that pretend to be
strong with humorous disgust. This is the genuine world that We see, know,
and must love. The essence of this existence is hard as cheap candy apples,
but required for spiritual and conscious development. We’ve been
labeled existentialist, nihilist, and fatalist but We don’t acknowledge
labels for labels are just that. Labels can never define the complexities
that hide in the deep dark crevices of the soul. If We must be labeled,
then tag us straight shooters who depend more on their common sense and
gut feelings than the profit/prophet hungry motivational speakers bull
shit ass speeches. Yes, life is a beautiful bitch with an hour glass figure
waiting patiently to fuck anyone who enters her hotel room. Unfortunately,
she has aids and a profound love for castrating her well fucked visitors
while they peacefully sleep. We have no grand illusion of life sensuously
massaging our vision. We know the bitch is femme fatale supreme. When
We enter her lair, We eloquently excuse ourselves, go to the bathroom
and pop a couple of no doze and unlocked the safety on the derringer that’s
hidden in one of our razor toed boots. When We come back into the room,
We concentrate on conversation not sex. If you haven’t realized
by now we want the mind, fuck the pussy; but don’t let these harsh
words fool you. We don’t hate this bitch. We love her and all of
her dangerous ways. For she is the only woman We know for sure.
Beliefs to We
One of the true enigmas of this mind altering journey through living is
the conundrum of beliefs. The beliefs themselves are not perplexing but
the effect they have on human beings is muthafucking mind boggling. Religions
of all sorts were formed with the purpose of helping humankind understand
existence and itself; though staring at beliefs with a shrewd unbiased
eye reveals the whirlpool of confusion that these tenets produce. Yes,
religion equals confusion because it attempts the impossible, it tries
to put the unknown, eternity and evolution in a small box of finality,
and then place this box of pure truth into the crazy ass minds of humans.
If you don’t know the results muthafucka look around; keep quiet
and don’t drink the Kool-Aid because you’re in the crazy house.
The unknown is the life before, the life, and the afterlife. Some people
have the abilities to see small portions of their previous existence and
future life but not completely. All they have is the power of familiarity
in their soul and stimulating forces of this life to study existence in
its entirety. In regards to religion, the unknown equals the after life,
heaven, paradise, or hell. This unknown is so unknown that it can’t
be known; only felt and these feelings cause people to search foolishly
for an unanswerable answer. The We is satisfied with the unknown; for
We know it as just that, the unknowable. We realized the afterlife is
a question that only death can fully answer. We amusingly watch religious
people grab hold to their religions like an infant who has grown to big
for his/her pacifier but due to his/her uneasiness with aging, fights
with all his/her will to keep that holy pacifier stuck in their sanctified
lips because it comforts him/her in his/her time of growing. The We know
that there is life after death but We don’t believe in this total
picture of paradise that all these religions have painted. The spirit
world is too vast for a good intended box. The ocean can’t be neatly
place in a plastic cup; neither can the spirit world comfortably fit into
a true religion. Most practitioners of religion are religious for one
reason and one reason only; greed.
Some greedy bastards love eating their food every moment of everyday with
no craving for a meal in the future; while the long-term thinking idealist
wants to dine at a golden buffet. They want success in the afterlife which
is the same form of greed that a person who hungers for a drop top Cadillac;
only they want a caddy that can’t be repossessed. Yes its very ironic
this thing called life, and one of its greatest oddities is the hypocrisy
of greed in regards to this life and the after life. The same greed that
religious zealots look down on as diabolical sin is the identical desire
that cause the religious folk to plan for utopia in the afterlife.
Eternity, the duration without beginning or end; is another subject that
perplexes the minds of humans in this existence while simultaneously pushing
them towards a safe and final answer in their desperate minds. As I study
people more and more, I realize there are only a small percentage of people
who actually can conceive of eternity; or want to conceive of eternity.
Eternity is forever, always, never-ending; in most people’s vacated
minds eternity is probably about 500 years. They can’t phantom that
eternity just keeps on going.
Some say life is eternal, some say the afterlife is eternal, the We say
We don’t fucking know. The only eternity We know is the feeling
of being stranded on this corrupted rock for fucking eons. Patiently waiting
for our sacred exit to the next level so we can get some questions answered
or not! If people would actually ponder the ideal of eternity as it really
relates to life and their existence, their organized religions would become
very very small on the movie screen of their life. For eternity, just
like the unknown; will morph into one big unanswerable question. All that
will be left in their bodies of despair is patience for people and humility
for the journey.
Evolution is what we as humans go through every second of everyday on
every level of existence. From the body to the mind, from the spirit to
the universe, we are continually changing as we live; and this change
on every level is the living god. The uneasiness caused by this continual
transition is what makes people create a human god. They are in dire need
to appease their pervasive restlessness. If people were treading water
in an ocean, they would need to be comforted with the ideal that a cruise
liner was coming to rescue them.
Dog peddling on the roof of a rough sea until your drowning day is a bit
to brutal for the illusion infested minds of the flock. Therefore, a luxury
yacht must be built by some golden tongue guru with a sacred demeanor
to console their upscale mentalities.
For the We, God is all and we're always with god, so theirs no need for
us to emphasize its presence. Accentuating the presence of the omnipotent
force only adds confusion to our troubling psyches. The We sees the full
animation of the omniscient life and gladly accepts its reality.
For the good, bad, true or false; existence is existence and religion
is a celestial drug for the spiritually insane. Not We!
Within Good and Evil
By now you probably think I have some serious issues with this planet
that we reside on, and you would be correct; but my problem is not literally
with the planet but what has inhabited it or dare I say polluted it. I
speak of the energy draining germs with eyes, the microbes with minds,
the parasites with questionable principles euphemistically known as humans.
Another irony of life that let’s you know our God is a funny muthafucka;
insane but funny, is the ironic parallel between humans and paradise.
Humans always try to entertain their despair with dreams of making the
earth into a paradise, utopia, a muthafuckin shan gra la for all of mankind;
and if it wasn’t for the wretchedness of these same beings progressively
destroying everything they touch on earth, this heaven would arguably
be attainable. Unfortunately, the perditious nature of humans and paradise
can not co-exist; as the almost extinct animals laugh in a deranged fashion.
Yes humans are the grand X factor that makes an almost unbearable existence
unbearable yet at the same time very amusing, and this ambivalence is
what pisses me the fuck off. We are ugly though beautiful, irritating
but entertaining, strange however very very familiar, my people welcome
to the absurd hall of mirrors.
Out of all the paradoxes that consume the human animal, there is one above
all others that drown my intellect in the hot waters of contemplation.
This oxymoron is the question of good and evil or better yet the perception
and reality of good and evil. Just like eternity, good and evil are subjects
that the morally conditioned masses know not of. Yes I blame it on morals,
or the illusion of morals. For it’s the warped ideals of morality
that has the people shaking hands with their executioners and spitting
on their saviors. Good and Evil can only be defined by your actions. Not
the deceptive clothes you wear, company you keep, or thoughts you manifest
in your psychotic mind. Nothing but your pure actions. The actions of
evil men have been hidden behind a moral curtain of normality and only
the curiously brave have enough heart to look behind this curtain to understand
the reality of good and evil.
For instance, you have a filthy man who listens to satanic music all day
long, screaming he’s a serial killer with a variety of knives lying
around his house, yet he hasn’t murdered anyone; while a preacher
who professes to do Gods bidding, brainwashes his flock with his own thoughts
on life. He makes them pay for his opinion and how they should live their
lives, constantly controlling their time on earth with his daily services
and revivals attacking any member of his flock if they happen to come
to their senses and want to leave. Blocking his entire flocks natural
mental growth.
Which is evil and which is good? The Preacher, Evil! Cola you’re
out of your fucking mind! Yes I am and man does it feel good.
Due to the fact that my normal mind is the mind of the brainwashed collective
mind whose scared to look beyond the moral curtain.
This misunderstanding of good and evil is why the evildoers always control
the good. The good always think that they’re being helped and not
restrained. For ages the evil have governed over the neutral masses with
a code of cooperation, a creed of serviceability, ethics of kindness,
neighborly putting the dormant benighted lambs in a spell of naiveté;
while they manage the pastures of confused sheep in devilish peace with
their trained wolves as Shepards. The We always watch the actions of humans.
We never pay attention to the articulate gibberish coming out of double
mouthed humans.
Studying the actions of man is the only way to decipher good intentions
from bad. When this form of analyzation is practiced and perfected, what
a colorful hell the society of humanity becomes, FOR THE THIN CURTAIN
OF ETHICS COLLAPSES.
Shut up Cola! You’re just running your mouth, because no one cares.
The people are weak, lazy and dependent. The only time they will exert
any force of rebellion is when you try to take away one of these characteristics
that they love so dearly.
This is what the evildoers know. They understand that if they please our
weaknesses, stimulate our laziness and seduce the dependence in man to
a boiling point of ecstasy; they create permanently happy slaves. The
We know we are weak. Stronger than the truly weak but weak in a defensive
sense in regards to fighting off these devils. WE try our damnedest to
protect our weaknesses from the three snares of wickedness. We do this
by knowing and eradicating our weaknesses; which has too become strengths.
For when the evil is amongst you, it will damn sho see your feebleness
and naturally try to exploit it. The We are also students of evil. If
you don’t study your enemy you will not know when it rears its diabolical
head. The more We scrutinize evil the more We realize evil only respects
evil; therefore while in the mist of evil the We transform our good into
a terrifying evil and watch as evil sizes us up while slowly walking away.
It doesn’t want none. Why would evil risk its extinction fighting
evil when there’s plenty of weak and ignorant good crawling around.
A kamikaze mind state is the only reasoning evil understands. In the name
of respect we politely exercise this psychology so our Luciferian brothers
will behave in the proper manner that the We are accustomed to.
The future to We
Theirs an old proverb that says ``if you want to know your future you
better know your past”. If this aphorism is so then we are in serious
trouble. All through the short annals of history all one sees is a small
amount of fighters and a large minority of slaves; A stunted size of strength
and a huge quantity of weakness, little patches of peace and great fields
of violence, this lopsided yet truthful contrast is the embarrassing history
of humankind. This embarrassment, this demoralized feeling of being related
to weaklings is the compulsion which pushes my mind to imagine dark disturbing
scenes of a society to come. We humans have never lived up to the great
ideal that teases our mysterious minds, so I ask the question, What in
nigga hell makes us think that in a more complicated unhuman future we
as humans will reach our minds superb expectations; when everything in
our past and present says otherwise? People are too lazy to fulfill grand
ideals, they want an easy undeveloped life to lie upon and lick their
petty wounds. All through time people, due to their uncanny ability to
underachieve, have fell terribly short in achieving the goals that back
flip in their acrobatic minds.
Yes technology evolved and man’s understanding of the world has
become very sophisticated; but has technology evolved to compliment our
evolution? Has man’s understanding of himself deepened? A simple
no is sufficient for both questions. These two questions, facts, or statements
are the stimulus that’s creating our future. How will the human
will, soul, psyche, and personality mesh with the ever expanding technology.
We are at the baby stages of understanding who we are as humans and now
we give up a lot of time that was previously used to study ourselves and
now use it to analyze the infancy of technology; Totally ignoring the
most complex machine on the earth.
Technology breeds anti-socialism. Anti-socialism breeds more technology,
for fearing humankind is caused by not interacting with humankind. Fearing
humans, or having a low tolerance level for them leads us as humans to
a reclusive lifestyle of socializing with the friend we can truly deal
with; Technology.
Anti-socialism is the rule in the future to come. Hell! It’s already
the rule in the present. Just look around look around, aint nobody talking
to you unless you have something materially valuable to offer them. God
forbid you to try and have a friendly conversation with the so-called
normal. You might as well pull out a knife and flash a Jack Nicholson
smile and scream herrrrre’s Johnny!
Mental slavery, Anti-socialism and amorality are coming people; like Hannibal
over the Alps to destroy the Roman empire of humanity. Dragging us deep
into the woods of subservience; where we will slowly lose our fucking
minds.
The moral curtain I spoke of in the last paragraph will finally be pulled
away for all to see the amoral society that exist; but by this time the
animal lying dormant in most humans will not only rise to the surface,
it will kill the human spirit so the savage can roam as an out of control
predator and slave without a conscience.
We are preparing our minds for the future today; by destroying all illusion
that attack the pictures of our thoughts, while studying the art of survival
in all its complicated but sensible forms.
The civilized cities will become giant prisons holding the systematically
ignorant and the ignorantly patriotic in the name of terrorist preparedness.
The country sides will be more liberating than the cities but extremely
dangerous. Due to the fact that these lands will be inhabited by militias,
murderers, and new age cults trying to live their lives as they please.
If you don’t like being an urban prisoner or a country warrior,
there will be a sacred place for you in one of the spiritual sanctums
of the mega-religions; as an obedient lamb with no voice. No matter which
way you go, look, or ponder there is war, control, and struggle coming
over the horizon.
What are you going to do? Have you thought about a plan and lifestyle
that you want for your seeds and their seeds.
Shut up Cola and lie to me! Well I thought about holding my tongue but
quickly shifted gears into ultra reality. I could’ve sat here and
bullshitted you like most new age gurus do when they are using their psychic
abilities to fleece a fool. I could tell you that humanity is about to
wake up and understand the godly potential that lies in man and tap into
these spiritual powers and save the world from this dark alley that god
is pushing us down; but if I did this, hell! I would be a writer in Hollywood
getting paid for bullshitting the flock in a major way and not writing
an essay as a slam poet in Atlanta. Being of the We, I can’t summon
a lethal lie unless it’s targeted at the domes of the evildoers
that are controlling the flock.
This is my jaded yet genuine view of the society to come. Genuine because
jadedness is closer to reality than hope and reality is the serum that
the We consume to maintain in a decaying civilization.
Adieu
We are the thinkers that refuse to not think in a world where natural
thoughts are dying. We are the illusion killers murdering as many simulated
lies as possible while millions are being born each darkening day. We
are the ones who fight to be true in our words and genuine in our hearts
while surviving in a pit with double tongued Vipers. We are the warriors
who have left a decadent world while living in a decadent world for the
new cities of our common sense and sanity. We are every where but nowhere
and will continue to live as such until this human race destroys itself
or finds away to cure its expanding insanity. There’s no room for
illusions, weakness, ignorance or laziness in the simplistic life of the
We. All of the aforementioned brings to much complexity to our simple
life of complexities. We have thrown our religions in the gutter and now
embrace the sacred power of our gut instincts and skeptical patience.
Our fear has died while awakening the hunger for life which fries our
hearts with the heat of rebellion. Only the We will know the We in a room
full of what’s and that’s the way it should always be. We
are the lonely who accept the loneliness, the flawed that accept their
flaws, the sane that stays sane by knowing any day one can go insane.
We are the ones who answer to no one but ourselves because we know one
day we will answer the call of death. We have no membership, creed, or
organization to support our insecurities. We are the conclave of We; the
reality junkies, overdosing on what really is.
~Cola rum
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