"Good and Evil in the Minds of Most is Simply Conditioning."

The Conclave of We

We (we) a nominative plural of I, used to denote oneself and another or others, it’s further used to denote people in general, to indicate a particular profession, nationality, political party, etc. There’s also the royal we used by a sovereign, or by other so-called high officials and questionable dignitaries, in place of I in so-called formal speech. There’s an editorial We, used by editors, writers, etc; to avoid the too personal or specific I or to represent a collective viewpoint. There’s the We as you familiarly used with mild condescension or sarcasm as in addressing a child, patient, etc. This We is also used as a predicate following a copulative verb: it is we who will kill your ass! Lastly it’s used in apposition with a noun, especially for emphasis: We Americans are truly fucked up!

The We I will speak of is nominative or indicative of me and many other pure hearted scrutinizing mutha fuckas that walk this entertaining earth. It will not denote the sick zombies we know as people in general, though it will include the eccentric speaker and writer of this literary mind fuck previously mentioned as myself. The We will be used in it’s royal sense for are We not the kings and queens in our own polluted minds, a counteract by the subconscious for being bombarded with superficial praises by the agents of the mega-corporations known as advertisers sweetly telling us we’re deities in the flesh for purchasing their products while the chi-town cold actions of the agents of the mega-corporations known as the bankers and politicians constantly let us know that in reality WE AINT SHIT! We will be used in its editorial sense; since this lettered torch will represent the collective viewpoint of the acidic lifers of my ilk. We will not be used in a sarcastic manner as in addressing a child for I will be talking primarily to the adults of adults. To hell with the dumbed down zombies who need a captain kangaroo lecture to make their over the counter drug infested emotions feel good. That’s the Job of motivational speakers, preachers and any other type of opportunistic pimp of the modern age. We will be used strongly as a predicate following a copulative verb and an apposition with a noun. Every We that leaves my thoughts to swim in the pool of letters that soaks this paper will wet the thirsty minds of my kind. WELCOME.


Who are We?

We are the thousands of natural thinkers roaming this savage yet amazing planet who refuse to not think.
Due to the fact that technology and global control is killing peoples will to think, thinking is our burden. Thinking in a room full of humans who have chosen to switch their heads to auto- pilot is very lonely and frustrating to those that think. We must constantly fight the loneliness of thought and the frustration of trying to socialize with inhumans who have volunteered to be animals. We are the ones who have no tolerance for illusions of any sort; and this also is a burden. Zero illusion tolerance places us in the boon docks of the fake reality and into the town square of the real reality.

Living in the town square of real reality amongst millions of illusion lovers dwelling in the city of fake reality automatically gets us free room and board in the Looney bin away from all realities. So we fight to keep our real realness by cloaking it in fake realness so we can have a peaceful existence amongst the illusion lovers while gradually developing a healthy but dangerous hate for these illusion lovers.

Some of the We don’t even know they are part of the We due to their traditional upbringing in society. They question everything in existence while peacefully going along in their safe existence with illusions although loving the enlighten moments when they get to talk to a bona fide We, who don’t give a damn about nothing but their natural sanity. I am of the latter, The We’s who can see We’s because We don’t have the earthly time to bull shit our short existence on this barbarous planet. We are every where but nowhere, and will continue to grow in ranks while vanishing in the collective mind of the illusion lovers. The coming world will not be suitable for our survival. We must and will leave; some physically but all mentally and spiritually. A quiet exodus is taking place around the globe as I write. I see it, feel it, and must be apart of it. Our future is dark but the worlds’ future is darker so we embrace the exodus with sadistic joy for the unknown.
Lack of illusions and the sheer pain of reality make us very very brave.


Life from the eyes of We

As I said in the previous paragraph, the life of the We is a burden because We think in, and about this thing called life. Many people bullshit themselves about life while many more like the neighborhood drunk stumbling home after a hard day of drinking, try their drug induced best to ignore it. To the We, this is weakness. Understandable weakness (for life is a muthafucka) yet still a weakness. Life plain and simple is pure unadulterated craziness. It has no friends, no morals and no particular rules of engagement in regards to living. In the boxing ring of existence life is undefeated. No one leaves this realm without getting their ass knocked the fuck out more than a few times. In some other dimension, on another planet, deep in the heart of a calm universe; there are peaceful realms akin to the life we know; but on our plane, here on this plateau we should call GOT DAMN IT! which we seriously misnamed earth, you better buckle up your mind and cool down your soul while laughing like hyenas hunting for demons in hell, for it’s not a joke.

People like to brainwash themselves by saying this realm is a balanced duality; but We know it’s really not an equilibrium of forces. This sphere isn’t 50 percent peace and 50 percent war. It’s more like 20 percent peace and 80 percent war; with the former thinning each passing year. Life is evolving and war is its next stage. The We accepts this inevitability with a blasé smile. War is war whether physical, mental, or spiritual. A battle is a battle and We have cultivated our selves to love the essence of battle. Survivors survive in life by becoming the nature of the environment they inhabit. This becoming doesn’t mean that they act like their environment. A superior killer in war doesn’t have to kill every moment they’re on the battlefield but they understand the essence of killing and will kill when necessary. We know there’s no place for weakness in this brutal life so We shun it to the utmost. Weakness should be strengthening over time or life will turn it into an exploitable handicap. Exploited by who you say? This question will be answered in following paragraphs; for now just try to understand this life you have entered. A place of loud ugliness and quiet beauty, beloved evil and hated good, a locality of complicated confusion and simple understanding. An insane lieu filled to the rim with the weak that pretend to be strong. A domain where the strong silently look at the weak that pretend to be strong with humorous disgust. This is the genuine world that We see, know, and must love. The essence of this existence is hard as cheap candy apples, but required for spiritual and conscious development. We’ve been labeled existentialist, nihilist, and fatalist but We don’t acknowledge labels for labels are just that. Labels can never define the complexities that hide in the deep dark crevices of the soul. If We must be labeled, then tag us straight shooters who depend more on their common sense and gut feelings than the profit/prophet hungry motivational speakers bull shit ass speeches. Yes, life is a beautiful bitch with an hour glass figure waiting patiently to fuck anyone who enters her hotel room. Unfortunately, she has aids and a profound love for castrating her well fucked visitors while they peacefully sleep. We have no grand illusion of life sensuously massaging our vision. We know the bitch is femme fatale supreme. When We enter her lair, We eloquently excuse ourselves, go to the bathroom and pop a couple of no doze and unlocked the safety on the derringer that’s hidden in one of our razor toed boots. When We come back into the room, We concentrate on conversation not sex. If you haven’t realized by now we want the mind, fuck the pussy; but don’t let these harsh words fool you. We don’t hate this bitch. We love her and all of her dangerous ways. For she is the only woman We know for sure.

Beliefs to We

One of the true enigmas of this mind altering journey through living is the conundrum of beliefs. The beliefs themselves are not perplexing but the effect they have on human beings is muthafucking mind boggling. Religions of all sorts were formed with the purpose of helping humankind understand existence and itself; though staring at beliefs with a shrewd unbiased eye reveals the whirlpool of confusion that these tenets produce. Yes, religion equals confusion because it attempts the impossible, it tries to put the unknown, eternity and evolution in a small box of finality, and then place this box of pure truth into the crazy ass minds of humans. If you don’t know the results muthafucka look around; keep quiet and don’t drink the Kool-Aid because you’re in the crazy house.

The unknown is the life before, the life, and the afterlife. Some people have the abilities to see small portions of their previous existence and future life but not completely. All they have is the power of familiarity in their soul and stimulating forces of this life to study existence in its entirety. In regards to religion, the unknown equals the after life, heaven, paradise, or hell. This unknown is so unknown that it can’t be known; only felt and these feelings cause people to search foolishly for an unanswerable answer. The We is satisfied with the unknown; for We know it as just that, the unknowable. We realized the afterlife is a question that only death can fully answer. We amusingly watch religious people grab hold to their religions like an infant who has grown to big for his/her pacifier but due to his/her uneasiness with aging, fights with all his/her will to keep that holy pacifier stuck in their sanctified lips because it comforts him/her in his/her time of growing. The We know that there is life after death but We don’t believe in this total picture of paradise that all these religions have painted. The spirit world is too vast for a good intended box. The ocean can’t be neatly place in a plastic cup; neither can the spirit world comfortably fit into a true religion. Most practitioners of religion are religious for one reason and one reason only; greed.

Some greedy bastards love eating their food every moment of everyday with no craving for a meal in the future; while the long-term thinking idealist wants to dine at a golden buffet. They want success in the afterlife which is the same form of greed that a person who hungers for a drop top Cadillac; only they want a caddy that can’t be repossessed. Yes its very ironic this thing called life, and one of its greatest oddities is the hypocrisy of greed in regards to this life and the after life. The same greed that religious zealots look down on as diabolical sin is the identical desire that cause the religious folk to plan for utopia in the afterlife.

Eternity, the duration without beginning or end; is another subject that perplexes the minds of humans in this existence while simultaneously pushing them towards a safe and final answer in their desperate minds. As I study people more and more, I realize there are only a small percentage of people who actually can conceive of eternity; or want to conceive of eternity. Eternity is forever, always, never-ending; in most people’s vacated minds eternity is probably about 500 years. They can’t phantom that eternity just keeps on going.

Some say life is eternal, some say the afterlife is eternal, the We say We don’t fucking know. The only eternity We know is the feeling of being stranded on this corrupted rock for fucking eons. Patiently waiting for our sacred exit to the next level so we can get some questions answered or not! If people would actually ponder the ideal of eternity as it really relates to life and their existence, their organized religions would become very very small on the movie screen of their life. For eternity, just like the unknown; will morph into one big unanswerable question. All that will be left in their bodies of despair is patience for people and humility for the journey.

Evolution is what we as humans go through every second of everyday on every level of existence. From the body to the mind, from the spirit to the universe, we are continually changing as we live; and this change on every level is the living god. The uneasiness caused by this continual transition is what makes people create a human god. They are in dire need to appease their pervasive restlessness. If people were treading water in an ocean, they would need to be comforted with the ideal that a cruise liner was coming to rescue them.

Dog peddling on the roof of a rough sea until your drowning day is a bit to brutal for the illusion infested minds of the flock. Therefore, a luxury yacht must be built by some golden tongue guru with a sacred demeanor to console their upscale mentalities.

For the We, God is all and we're always with god, so theirs no need for us to emphasize its presence. Accentuating the presence of the omnipotent force only adds confusion to our troubling psyches. The We sees the full animation of the omniscient life and gladly accepts its reality.

For the good, bad, true or false; existence is existence and religion is a celestial drug for the spiritually insane. Not We!

Within Good and Evil

By now you probably think I have some serious issues with this planet that we reside on, and you would be correct; but my problem is not literally with the planet but what has inhabited it or dare I say polluted it. I speak of the energy draining germs with eyes, the microbes with minds, the parasites with questionable principles euphemistically known as humans.
Another irony of life that let’s you know our God is a funny muthafucka; insane but funny, is the ironic parallel between humans and paradise. Humans always try to entertain their despair with dreams of making the earth into a paradise, utopia, a muthafuckin shan gra la for all of mankind; and if it wasn’t for the wretchedness of these same beings progressively destroying everything they touch on earth, this heaven would arguably be attainable. Unfortunately, the perditious nature of humans and paradise can not co-exist; as the almost extinct animals laugh in a deranged fashion.
Yes humans are the grand X factor that makes an almost unbearable existence unbearable yet at the same time very amusing, and this ambivalence is what pisses me the fuck off. We are ugly though beautiful, irritating but entertaining, strange however very very familiar, my people welcome to the absurd hall of mirrors.

Out of all the paradoxes that consume the human animal, there is one above all others that drown my intellect in the hot waters of contemplation.

This oxymoron is the question of good and evil or better yet the perception and reality of good and evil. Just like eternity, good and evil are subjects that the morally conditioned masses know not of. Yes I blame it on morals, or the illusion of morals. For it’s the warped ideals of morality that has the people shaking hands with their executioners and spitting on their saviors. Good and Evil can only be defined by your actions. Not the deceptive clothes you wear, company you keep, or thoughts you manifest in your psychotic mind. Nothing but your pure actions. The actions of evil men have been hidden behind a moral curtain of normality and only the curiously brave have enough heart to look behind this curtain to understand the reality of good and evil.

For instance, you have a filthy man who listens to satanic music all day long, screaming he’s a serial killer with a variety of knives lying around his house, yet he hasn’t murdered anyone; while a preacher who professes to do Gods bidding, brainwashes his flock with his own thoughts on life. He makes them pay for his opinion and how they should live their lives, constantly controlling their time on earth with his daily services and revivals attacking any member of his flock if they happen to come to their senses and want to leave. Blocking his entire flocks natural mental growth.
Which is evil and which is good? The Preacher, Evil! Cola you’re out of your fucking mind! Yes I am and man does it feel good.

Due to the fact that my normal mind is the mind of the brainwashed collective mind whose scared to look beyond the moral curtain.

This misunderstanding of good and evil is why the evildoers always control the good. The good always think that they’re being helped and not restrained. For ages the evil have governed over the neutral masses with a code of cooperation, a creed of serviceability, ethics of kindness, neighborly putting the dormant benighted lambs in a spell of naiveté; while they manage the pastures of confused sheep in devilish peace with their trained wolves as Shepards. The We always watch the actions of humans. We never pay attention to the articulate gibberish coming out of double mouthed humans.
Studying the actions of man is the only way to decipher good intentions from bad. When this form of analyzation is practiced and perfected, what a colorful hell the society of humanity becomes, FOR THE THIN CURTAIN OF ETHICS COLLAPSES.

Shut up Cola! You’re just running your mouth, because no one cares. The people are weak, lazy and dependent. The only time they will exert any force of rebellion is when you try to take away one of these characteristics that they love so dearly.
This is what the evildoers know. They understand that if they please our weaknesses, stimulate our laziness and seduce the dependence in man to a boiling point of ecstasy; they create permanently happy slaves. The We know we are weak. Stronger than the truly weak but weak in a defensive sense in regards to fighting off these devils. WE try our damnedest to protect our weaknesses from the three snares of wickedness. We do this by knowing and eradicating our weaknesses; which has too become strengths. For when the evil is amongst you, it will damn sho see your feebleness and naturally try to exploit it. The We are also students of evil. If you don’t study your enemy you will not know when it rears its diabolical head. The more We scrutinize evil the more We realize evil only respects evil; therefore while in the mist of evil the We transform our good into a terrifying evil and watch as evil sizes us up while slowly walking away. It doesn’t want none. Why would evil risk its extinction fighting evil when there’s plenty of weak and ignorant good crawling around. A kamikaze mind state is the only reasoning evil understands. In the name of respect we politely exercise this psychology so our Luciferian brothers will behave in the proper manner that the We are accustomed to.

The future to We

Theirs an old proverb that says ``if you want to know your future you better know your past”. If this aphorism is so then we are in serious trouble. All through the short annals of history all one sees is a small amount of fighters and a large minority of slaves; A stunted size of strength and a huge quantity of weakness, little patches of peace and great fields of violence, this lopsided yet truthful contrast is the embarrassing history of humankind. This embarrassment, this demoralized feeling of being related to weaklings is the compulsion which pushes my mind to imagine dark disturbing scenes of a society to come. We humans have never lived up to the great ideal that teases our mysterious minds, so I ask the question, What in nigga hell makes us think that in a more complicated unhuman future we as humans will reach our minds superb expectations; when everything in our past and present says otherwise? People are too lazy to fulfill grand ideals, they want an easy undeveloped life to lie upon and lick their petty wounds. All through time people, due to their uncanny ability to underachieve, have fell terribly short in achieving the goals that back flip in their acrobatic minds.

Yes technology evolved and man’s understanding of the world has become very sophisticated; but has technology evolved to compliment our evolution? Has man’s understanding of himself deepened? A simple no is sufficient for both questions. These two questions, facts, or statements are the stimulus that’s creating our future. How will the human will, soul, psyche, and personality mesh with the ever expanding technology. We are at the baby stages of understanding who we are as humans and now we give up a lot of time that was previously used to study ourselves and now use it to analyze the infancy of technology; Totally ignoring the most complex machine on the earth.

Technology breeds anti-socialism. Anti-socialism breeds more technology, for fearing humankind is caused by not interacting with humankind. Fearing humans, or having a low tolerance level for them leads us as humans to a reclusive lifestyle of socializing with the friend we can truly deal with; Technology.

Anti-socialism is the rule in the future to come. Hell! It’s already the rule in the present. Just look around look around, aint nobody talking to you unless you have something materially valuable to offer them. God forbid you to try and have a friendly conversation with the so-called normal. You might as well pull out a knife and flash a Jack Nicholson smile and scream herrrrre’s Johnny!

Mental slavery, Anti-socialism and amorality are coming people; like Hannibal over the Alps to destroy the Roman empire of humanity. Dragging us deep into the woods of subservience; where we will slowly lose our fucking minds.
The moral curtain I spoke of in the last paragraph will finally be pulled away for all to see the amoral society that exist; but by this time the animal lying dormant in most humans will not only rise to the surface, it will kill the human spirit so the savage can roam as an out of control predator and slave without a conscience.

We are preparing our minds for the future today; by destroying all illusion that attack the pictures of our thoughts, while studying the art of survival in all its complicated but sensible forms.

The civilized cities will become giant prisons holding the systematically ignorant and the ignorantly patriotic in the name of terrorist preparedness. The country sides will be more liberating than the cities but extremely dangerous. Due to the fact that these lands will be inhabited by militias, murderers, and new age cults trying to live their lives as they please. If you don’t like being an urban prisoner or a country warrior, there will be a sacred place for you in one of the spiritual sanctums of the mega-religions; as an obedient lamb with no voice. No matter which way you go, look, or ponder there is war, control, and struggle coming over the horizon.

What are you going to do? Have you thought about a plan and lifestyle that you want for your seeds and their seeds.
Shut up Cola and lie to me! Well I thought about holding my tongue but quickly shifted gears into ultra reality. I could’ve sat here and bullshitted you like most new age gurus do when they are using their psychic abilities to fleece a fool. I could tell you that humanity is about to wake up and understand the godly potential that lies in man and tap into these spiritual powers and save the world from this dark alley that god is pushing us down; but if I did this, hell! I would be a writer in Hollywood getting paid for bullshitting the flock in a major way and not writing an essay as a slam poet in Atlanta. Being of the We, I can’t summon a lethal lie unless it’s targeted at the domes of the evildoers that are controlling the flock.
This is my jaded yet genuine view of the society to come. Genuine because jadedness is closer to reality than hope and reality is the serum that the We consume to maintain in a decaying civilization.

Adieu

We are the thinkers that refuse to not think in a world where natural thoughts are dying. We are the illusion killers murdering as many simulated lies as possible while millions are being born each darkening day. We are the ones who fight to be true in our words and genuine in our hearts while surviving in a pit with double tongued Vipers. We are the warriors who have left a decadent world while living in a decadent world for the new cities of our common sense and sanity. We are every where but nowhere and will continue to live as such until this human race destroys itself or finds away to cure its expanding insanity. There’s no room for illusions, weakness, ignorance or laziness in the simplistic life of the We. All of the aforementioned brings to much complexity to our simple life of complexities. We have thrown our religions in the gutter and now embrace the sacred power of our gut instincts and skeptical patience. Our fear has died while awakening the hunger for life which fries our hearts with the heat of rebellion. Only the We will know the We in a room full of what’s and that’s the way it should always be. We are the lonely who accept the loneliness, the flawed that accept their flaws, the sane that stays sane by knowing any day one can go insane. We are the ones who answer to no one but ourselves because we know one day we will answer the call of death. We have no membership, creed, or organization to support our insecurities. We are the conclave of We; the reality junkies, overdosing on what really is.


~Cola rum


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